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欧洲权威12 星座分析‏...mine like so susah oni!!!!!

几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。
　　　　那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。
　　　　一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。　　　　
　　　　没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。　　　　
　　　　水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。　　　　
　　　　用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。　　　　
　　　　但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。　　　　
　　　　更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。　　　　
　　　　在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。　　　　
　　　　显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。　　　　
　　　　一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。
　　　　在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。　　　　
　　　　这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。　　　　
　　　　水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。　　　
　　　　水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。　　　　
　　　　算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。可以继续貌似潇洒。　　　　
　　　　但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。　　　　
　 　　　这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说 错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自 己，不想见到自己。明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。　　　　
　　　　这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。　　　　
　　　　天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。　　　　
　　　　自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。　　　　
　　　　水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。　　　
　　　　感情投入的越多越是伤的重。　　　　
　　　　最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。　　　　
　　　　爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。　　　　
　　　　所以，不轻易说。　　　　　　　　
　　　　只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。
　　　　只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。
　　　　之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞　　　　　　　
　　　　人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！”
　　　　有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。　　　　　　　　
　　　　因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因?天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。
　　　　当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。
　　　　只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。　　　
　　　　星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。
　　　　水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生。

so far so good le...^^

thnx god de presentation goes well le...haha even though it took a longer time den v thought le...haiz...den end up me frm wangsa rush bac to PJ....summore rain le tat day....lucky x ada apa hal if nt "big work" lo....haha~hmmm....den whn reach home i like rush here n thr le...like sa poh le...haha...coz balik kampung n celebrat grandpa b'day le...n v r eating OUTSIDE...finally!!!!haha....i oni took de pau le...coz tat time all of us bz mkn le...4get take pic le*too hugry jor*...haha....bside de pic is de pau le...30 biji le!!!!

woo hoo~2molo is my......

haiz...hope 2molo can go on well le...if nt i cant die 1st le....hmmm...i wish myself gud luck lo~!!!!!!!!!!!wakakaka

emo???siao???juz blur....

2day juz finish rush MTA assign show miss n hand in LAW assign*so happy*...but MTA assign reali make my head big big n big le...even though v manage 2 show miss but de process of doing de things is reali complicated coz in btween sumthing happen la....but after showing oso gt a bit complain by groupmembers la....they reali make my head siao le....emo all de way whn on de way bac tat time~dun noe y oso le.....may b think bac old times again*mcm old ppl la*...or sumthing missing in my life gua~haiz....over think again le..hmmm....reali hope can photoshop all memory away le...den no nid think old times le...haiz....muz b siao....juz nw summore walk under rain le....so nice le....nwaz no1 going 2 scold de la...hmmm...lately weather so cold le....frenz out thr tc la...hmmm

kawaii neh~

2day went 1u bought a stuff veli cute n gt smell de...smell like cookies de hazelnut smell make me wan 2 eat le~so cute!de price ok la~

sis b'day o!

2day is my sis b'day le...hehe....happy biday lo...hope u like ur b'day cake la~but class was so damn bored so took pic of A PAPER le....haha...cant blame le sien till like tat le...haha

so boring le...de class so end up play wif paper n took pic le...haha...de curl so quite nice le...*ss le*

change de effect of de light le...haha!

 

bought my sis b'day cake at cake sense le...

 is orea cheese cake le....so white le~

 

 haha....^^

tis is after v eat le....destroy by us le....*evil laugh*

Gosh~hate it!

wil...col strats n thr goes de siao 14 weeks in col again but wif a cacat time table tat de office set le..SAT oso gt class le....summore 8AM le!wah liao...so early le...sad sad le...juz hope last sem de subject all pass le...><...

sienz~

is ald 12.30 am....but i still cant slip even though my eyes veli tired le...doing nth but sitting infronth of the laptop n blur oni le....haha.....blur old me le....lately i like so damn blur le....keep forget things le....haiz....

1 day of kai kai in MV(midvalley) le...haha

as usual le...went mv wif dear fren rainbow n her beloved bf le...haha...but let him zak dao mou sheng chu le..haiz....haha...lunch at Pasta Zanmai le..haha my dream cum true le....waited so long jor le...haha...

green tea =usual drink=

juz bored took de pepper n salt bottle n japaness style plate le...

semua sayur punya pasta soup!

curry chic katsu le...ha ha...damn nice le~

sesame seed b4 is mash

tis after de....

rainbow de tempura prawn sesame pasta

tempura prawn n softshell crab...can call it ask pita? [coz look a like le...]

tis is my pasta wif terriyaki chic n half boiled egg le...haha

AHAH...grilled beef le....my faves...

hmmm~damn nice le...japaness style of pizza~sumore is scallop n mushroom le...



after lunch went to watch movie le..."where got ghost?"...reali let the movie zak dao le...a bit scary n oso funny le...haha~overall ok la...blh tahan!

tat all for 2day shopping le..haha

woo hoo~holiday lu~

holiday liao lu....but damn bored lo...everyday stay at home n rot le...><...sien!

another day without water~

wt de Jambatan bekalan air putus air again ah~i 3 days ald bath cold water jor la...if continue like tat i think i will sick de la...NOOOOOOOO~air come bac 2 me le....>< siao jor lu!

haha....went 2 putra jaya see my counz sis MARRY le! ^^

2day (09.09.09) went 2 putra jaya see my counz n her handsome bf upgraded to husband n wife le...along the way v go thr sesak gila le...n de time was runing out le...haiz....but lucky v make it oso le...de hall was grand, huge and full of couple in it le.....v damn lucky coz v get into RTM1 in news hour le...OMG..my face appear in tv veli 1st time in my life...errk...damn de....haiz!

1 is flower n 1 is choco le...x get to eat tim!!! ><



tis is de 9 couple tat gone in de tv de la...de 1 wif purple dress is my counz le...


AHAH~i wan~

^^



hehe....bear bear n ring le!


2nd wan!

tis is de video tat was show in de tv...

wah..finally everything is done!!!

haha...nw consider finish every assign have to be done le....but i feel tat i x do much assign n let my group member do most of the job le...haiz...wel, juz let it be lo...nw relax for tis week...bowling, movie, sing k...all de way through le...haha...

coughing coughing coughing all the way through le...i think i m going 2 sick soon le...haha...week 12 ald...i still hanging sumwhr which is my comfort place...do nth n waiting time to pass..haiz...gal u got to wake up n rush de last assign n get start ur reversion

is been an emo week for me...may b is stress or juz felt upset bout sum prob causes me like tat...

cake cake cake cake....haha...pretty nn nice le....n others

is been a while i nvr see my old classmates le...finally 2day have time eat lunchi wif them la...haha...all of them still de same...nth but juz swt le...haha...after went ts see my frenz play bowling le...haha...it been a while i nvr go ts wif frenz le...haha...de feeling of it...juz 1 word "CHUN"!

tat day balik kampung celebrant grandma b'day...so tis is de cake....


tu cream memang byk gila!


swt la....gray cao punya album reali "supermarket" style...haha



haiz...de dog damn kawaii le...haha




bb le...so cute...nak cubit muka dia!

damn........is reali getting damn fed up wif it le....

is ald week 10 de... i still struggle with my damn assignment...it seems easy to b done but my idea keep let sir rejected...OMG...hw could i wish i have another brain to help me out le....haiz....getting EMO lately...juz dun noe y...may b mentaly a bit...rosak le...haiz...

i dun un y ppl r like tis!!!!!

act i dun nt wan 2 talk bout tis idiot bitch la...but she reali cant get over it izzit....since u have it so juz keep it to urself n stop spread sumthing which is nt true...dun make ur frenz around u suffer can ar....i felt pity 4 ur frenz coz they have to suffer sum c2pid stuff which they dun wan 2 get involve into...sumthings juz grow up bitch!!!nth 2 b showing off of it...nwaz he is nt a GUD/HANDSOME guy le....he juz a perasan guyz tat i had known le...who nid it nwaz...will...STOP HURTING MY FRENZ N KEEP IT 2 UR SELF U TIS FUCKING BITCH....*wooo.....nvr thought of tat it cum out frm mouth...*n i dun feel sorry at all....so get on wif ur life man.....

de surprise party is reali a success le...

haha...2day went 2 full hse eat le/ celebrat frenz b'day....whn v bring her[b'day gal]...2 full hse..whn she saw frenz thr n waited her 2 cum le...she like tiba tiba wif a blur face le....after tat v explain 2 her baru she noe wt is happening le...haha...thnx god she love it le....haha...below was de food v ate le....den de cake was ICE-CREAM cake....yum yum!!!!!!!!!

tis de spaghetti...nt bad le...chick, mushroom wif cream sauce le....




chic chop le...wah liao de sauce damn nice lo!!!!!!!!sweet............


AHAHAHAH...my fave's fried CHIC WING le....damn juice le.......




juz love de lamp oni le....haha




tis is inside of de ice-cream cake le....yum yum!!!!!!!1


hahaha..........de ice-cream le......haha

guess wt tis monster...do....haha

2day went kai kai le....2 sg.wang, time square n midvalley too...wah liao...is been a long time x go le....teman a fren to buy present 4 her ah boy...gosh...so sweet le...*><...*haha...jln jln jln till x hungry le...wah...so nt me man...may b bz help cari ba...haha..later on i temen her to MV(act is in GARDENS) to buy a camera...wah...v sesak in kl le....haha...kl noobs...lucky gt a pro help us if nt...gone de le...haha....hrm....den search is on...guess wt v found de cam de*><*so cute le...aiya...4get 2 take de pic tim le...haha....den after tat...v sendiri balik lo!!!!so i walk 2 MV to sit free bus 2 bangsar lrt le...haha...along the way i found sumthing damn cute le....coz monster is like everywhr le...guess wt r they advertise le...><><...but b4 start de monster...below tis japaness rice ball...is my dinner le...haha.. before

after le...haha




baby monster...haha


pro monster


haha...hanging on the tree le.....


a bit like peguin le...


tis reali can scare de kids le...hahha


haha...tis is my fave hanging upside down le....haha


haha.....cuming to ur nearest complex...haha


flower...close to nature le....



wah...so many eyes ke....


hehe......

rabbit le...haha


act tis monster is related to MEGA SALES AT MV le...haha...so unbelieveable....is meant to be 4 sales wan le...haha