sweet start but end bitter

my 3rd and 4th dream is was sweet but....

the 3rd is dream is was like, i get to sit beside him and feel the warm of his body *ps: he is wearing a white shirt :)*... it feel like we are having a chit chat section, very close to each other laugh and giggle the topic that we talk about. But after i turn around like running up and down, as i turn back i saw him was with another girl..totally is heart break issue then i walk off, out from that dream till i woke up and tell myself is my dream telling me stop it and get on with your life without a person beside you... :(


4th is more like to health sport involved in climbing, height and even running. there is a person is guiding me in that sport give me a lot of support to cross pass all those sports but also end up same as the 3rd dream...it disappear in the thin air...i like aiks i think this whole life i won't get a person to stand beside when ever i needed them....hmmm

Tired

“This much hates it but can't do anything with it...why!!!...don't keep on telling trying the best to fight the right but end up no action at all...it's been a year and more...i still don't get anything yet and i m tired of all the promises that had been promise...don't tell me that i break first...cause the one that promise never keep it and just make others suffer. I don't want the fame; I just want something that is realistic enough to continue my life”

By the owner who own this blog *wink wink*


This quote is from my Facebook that I have post it few days ago, at that moment I think I just the heat have reach to the maximum. Cause you have promise things that never been kept, sometimes I wish you don’t promise anything and it does make people frustrated about it. I felt that I’m kind of stupid to stay here for so long without any reason, i have few offer but I choose reject it.


WELL, crazy enough to reject it cause it more than my current what I get now…* :’( *


May be the reason I reject is cause the environment that I have adopt and people around me *but definitely not my boss, I’m so sorry to said that but is true and it’s a fact ;P*…People that I mix with is my comfort zone and it blend very well, don’t feel want to lose it. BUT there will always have a better place and better life ahead you which you never when, what and how it happen.


But I just filled in an online application form and submit it to the company. Hopefully I got a call from them to have an interview, never give a try you never know when is success a not but hopefully I love the job cause is more on to the planning event style *which is a dream job, since in diploma *