i cant hold on anymore!

i can't stand people keep adding and asking me to go his or her office to ask some silly and stupid questions!!! each time i want to start and figure out do my stuff  there goes the 'buzz'!!

"mun, can you come in to my office for few min o?"

i cant say no to bosses coz is damn rude to say no to your Superior Then from here and there need to change la... add in la...ltr management voice out tis la tat la....ello~ u think i damn free to keep send the same thing to others!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ello...ppl oso will confuse la...u keep add in things tat actually cant help tat much and it juz make us look 2pid coz the info is kinda the retarded! SERIOUSLY! NO POINT AT ALL!!!MEANINGLESS!!!!!!ahahahaaahahah...feeling wan 2 scream in front of them tell them STOP ALL THE NON SENSE you guys are creating now! had enough of ur concence care and stop ask me think positive coz i dun noe hw long can i stay positive ah...cant hold on la...AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAH help me ar!!!i need some guidence to guide me can ar...

A dream that makes me smile~

Love the dream so much ♥

this is not the first time that i have a such warm dream and it felt so real, cause i can feel 
when he hold my hand, the warm that 2 hands hold together and walk along the busy 

street...where i hope is true...cause i do want a guy hold my hand and when i'm sad there is a person that i can rely on.the dream is really damn sweet till melt my heart.


*that was my second dream.... :) 

now here is my first dream, where i just want to lay in my bed, lazy to get up and do my 

housework. Suddenly i heard a person voice very warm, sweet and calm calling me wake up 
and clean the house, if not later your parents back sure scold you de lo....i just straight away 
got up and start work...*amazing right...*for a lazy person can suddenly pop up and work. 
While i m working on it, in my mind just keep thinking who that guy, how come it keep pop in my dreams.


until now i still don't get to see his face, i just only saw his back and leg. When can i meet 
him in real life cause i don't want you just pop in my dreams only.  but i kinda dislike the ending.


praying hard that is true.... :)

bye bye~

Guess what...he going off tomorrow....and i did even have the guts to said that actually i like you could me give me a chance. *scare of rejection*  may be because he did said what kind of girls that he likes and i don't even have one of the quality that he mention. is this consider a lame reason to stop myself from telling him how i feel towards him.


suddenly it felt like going back to secondary school. *sound silly don't you think*

hmmm..... :'(

坏习惯~

坏习惯？


什么坏习惯呢？


喜欢把自己的心事收藏做成一本痛苦的回忆来折磨自己！
听起来很傻吧？我也觉得蛮傻一下！但是就是偏爱这样对自己。。。
也不懂什么时候变成这样！啊。。。啊。。。啊。。。

有时候很讨厌自己为什么用这种法式来对自己，难道我就不能和朋友说出我的心声吗~
有那么难吗？
还是我不敢说？

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