1st post in year 2012...^^

after such a long break n a trip wif my best budd to wonderful island full of seafood, bikini, boys and beach's...LANGKAWI...and 060112 is my 1st day bac to office lo...hehe but it seems like shit is everywhere, a bit bored of it. 

but i don't feel good at all and plus i have some bad feeling too....i wonder the issue can it settle by tomorrow. i don't want to make a big issue and argue with it le...this project really hang on me like uhu glue man...when can you finish in peace....seriously i don't know who to trust, it really make me confuse de...i reali scare it will make my boss got in scolding coz of my carelessness even though is not my job task but i feel like i wan to settle to...but now after wt my colleague told me what to do...and i did inform my boss at least she know wt happen la....

PRAY HARD IT GOES WELL!!! I DON"T WANT SEE THEM ARGUE!!!

熟悉的回忆

one of the weekdays, i have to go down by myself and buy my lunch since everyone have bought their lunch box to office....

As i walk to the back door and pass by a place, it reminds me someone.where we used to buzz and asked... "Oi, wanna ta bao a not?" and reply "wait ar...give a me a min"....sounds funny...then as i was in the lift...another scenario appear~
as i remember you do stand beside most of the time in the lift, busying typing your message, talk rubbish or sometimes do jump in the lift like a small kid!!!  ta bao that time like keep saying very fat le, can eat vegetable only.... >~<.. i was like what the we girls also haven't say anything but you like a uncle keep ngek ngek non stop...

haha..this memory really make me smile as i after ta bao and go up meet back my colleague in the office and have a good feast with them. This kind of memory will just stick into my mind and also in my blog will not share out to anyone even close friend, you never know when the will terspeak out~ hehe....

承诺...

承诺是什么东西?


承诺是情侣给彼此的一种信任,

还是为了给对方有安全感在爱情里?



曾听过很多情侣互相给对方承诺，是为了维持一段感情还是物质上的需求？有些情侣可以做到，也给到另一伴幸福的日子，但有些情侣就因为这些承诺而闹出分手甚至搞到自杀…值得吗???为了一点小挫折而赔上自己的生命.也许他们把承诺看的太大了, 所以受不到刺激! 我认为是很笨的行为...

其实承诺不一定要立刻实现或是抱着很大希望在未来的日子给你的另一伴...承诺可以从自己给回自己,不一定要人家给才叫幸福...就算是很小很小的承诺都可以让人很快乐啊~

就算办不到也不必灰心,因为我们还有亲人和朋友在身边陪伴...

这是我的看法,那你们觉得怎样?承诺是一切吗?还是只是过云烟的现象?

傻子

可以唯一件事情down很久，内疚很久，

脸上可以笑着，但心里却想静静做我自己东西，
耳里一直播歌，一直一直播个不停。。。重复重复听同样的歌，


像不像一个傻子的作为？

Regretted

i m glad that i can see you again cause is been weeks,so long never meet up. Finally got a time to meet up and some alcohol with soft drink and i never expected that he bought another bottle of vodka cranberry....*thanks for drink ^^* ...so when and book a hotel and start drinking like nobody business...but all of us is really damn tired, lay on the bed almost sleep. so he bising call us wake up wake up don't sleep eh...haha...then he said why don't we have pillow talk...asking some some funny stupid question, la la la all the way through end up i kena shoot ask me this and that, since you ask the same thing i shall use the same question to shoot you back. but i  hide under the pillow cry and almost shout it out... you know what i mean guys... don't you? :]

After sometime , he said a damn breaking news that shock both of us....guess what my heart sank to the bottom of the sea but the face still like who is the lucky guy and it been for 2 years...i like OMG...can't believe it le...why why why...the person that i admire sure got shocking news or some blockage one. T~T...and i really cried before i sleep...well i think you are the second want that can really make me cry for you lo...hmmm....

under the rain

today is a cold night cause rain few times. As usual thing, took an ice cream and straight head to car park with my friends. After out from car park, it rains damn big and thank god there is no jam..happy mood on!

the rain drops hit on my windscreen and it remind someone. it feels funny, each rain drop have diff size and sound. i just don't know why and when i started to love the sound of the rain. sometimes i wonder can i stand under the heavy rain alone. So that, no one will know that whether is that tears or rain drops...hehehe....as i fetch my friends home, i decided to open the window and play with the rain. It feel calm which i can smile easily like a small kid get theirs rewards.

it feel great*for me..hehe*  but along the way i can feel the sadness that my colleague that is go through...i hope she can cross over he line and be happy as she used too.

i cant hold on anymore!

i can't stand people keep adding and asking me to go his or her office to ask some silly and stupid questions!!! each time i want to start and figure out do my stuff  there goes the 'buzz'!!

"mun, can you come in to my office for few min o?"

i cant say no to bosses coz is damn rude to say no to your Superior Then from here and there need to change la... add in la...ltr management voice out tis la tat la....ello~ u think i damn free to keep send the same thing to others!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ello...ppl oso will confuse la...u keep add in things tat actually cant help tat much and it juz make us look 2pid coz the info is kinda the retarded! SERIOUSLY! NO POINT AT ALL!!!MEANINGLESS!!!!!!ahahahaaahahah...feeling wan 2 scream in front of them tell them STOP ALL THE NON SENSE you guys are creating now! had enough of ur concence care and stop ask me think positive coz i dun noe hw long can i stay positive ah...cant hold on la...AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAH help me ar!!!i need some guidence to guide me can ar...